Reflections on 'Trainer' Harness Ball Gags

I can't say that I'm that adventurous in my interests however I have recently discovered something which intrigues me......... Harness Ball Gags. 


Now for those who don't know a Harness Ball Gag is essentially something that is designed to keep you quiet. 

However Harness Ball Gags are significant to me as they represent some of my feelings in a physical form. Within my social circle very few individuals know about Lottie and I can count on one hand the people I can talk to about my worries and issues with Lottie. Wearing a Harness Ball Gag had for me put into a physical form the way I feel, that part of me is Lottie but I cannot talk or reveal her due to the consequences.



Recently my thoughts have been focused on acceptance and how we live in a society that is quick to judge. Harness Ball Gags represent a freedom for me almost an opportunity to not be in control and to stop worrying and to enjoy the experience that is being created.. I have had the privilege of having friends around me that have helped me understand the significance and meaning behind Ball Gags.

For many years the progression of my studies and career have needed a huge amount of time and energy to make things successful. I have always found it hard to let go believing that I was the only one who could influence what I did. Discovering Lottie has enabled me to find a space to let go and relax and discover a whole new world.

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